well...~ I'm back :)

WELL
I'm back now =)
It's been months since I left my blog... sighs

Things have changed now... Time flies, people changed, SO everything changes....

Here in my blog,
I have to do some constructions.. hehe
Anyways, it will all be done.

It's 8 in the morning,
& & I'm leaving for Cameron in a while....~ GTG

4/6/2009

today..monday =) had driving lesson like last week. hehe..
my naik bukit, parking, three point turn is so much better today.. im so happy... i did the QTI test. different instructor sat in the car. & different car... but still the kancil la. only org lain punya la. driving that car is so different. i meant the feeling.lol! i drive worst than i had driven before. haha.. uncle cheng car i can smoothly drive but the other car adui...old la..so keras the clutch & the accelerator. & the carr..so dirty. like im in a desert when im in the car only.
on the way back, we had roti canai. biasa la..the uncle will bring me go for breakfast before going back. but this time i paid..=)

so i asked the uncle. JPJ test im driving other car is it? he said yes..but he said dont worry la. for JPJ test all new car like his. umm..i told him. i dunno la.. i so scared. if kena car like the one i drive for the QTI test, i will cry laa.. i told him, uncle can borrow ur car for the JPJ test ah?? hehe.. he laughed...
then when i came back home.. took shower. then i tidy up my table. haha.. dunnooo what got into me today..suddenly got the mood to do so. mom asked what happen to my box? the box under my table. actually its already koyak long time already. only i lazy to kemas..lol! so pack pack everything already. satisfied... nap time...

2moro im having my 1st principle of accounting class..9am - 1pm 4hrs... umm..im looking forward for it.=)

[misss_lingg]

4/5/2009

4/5/09 - my class starts at 1pm. so can sleep longer lor. hehe.. i woke up at 10. shower & get dress everything ready by 11. came down..dunno what to do. sat in front the comp & i did the tutorial question. but the internet connection is down. so i didnt send to my member. just print it out & bring to coll.
about 12 plus mom send me to coll. i asked her to stop by shell station to buy chocolate. hehe.. so that i could munch something later. i bought chocolate & bread. ate bread in the car..thats my breakfast today.

Business Finance...
today.. we learn to use the calculator. its like magic. hehe.. just key in the data & u will get the figures u want.=)
at 1st thinking about the cost of the calculator..its expensive. 100++ close to 200 d. but when we start using the calculator, its worth laa.. save all the trouble counting the longg way. anyways, once in a life time thing la most of the working students said.lol! funny la seeing them using the calculator.. for me, the calculator usage still fresh. a few months ago baru left school. for them working..karat already. haha..

[misss_lingg]

4/4/2009

4/4/09 - went to college as usual. in the morning.. haizz.. dad kinda mad la bcos mom so slow. sobs.. we left hse at 8.30am.. almost late for coll d. usually have to leave latest by 8.15am. he drove so fast.lol! when i reach, when i walked into the dewan, the lecturer is there already. but he havent started.. so ok laa..
after that my sis & dad going back malacca bcos sunday morning got prayers. me, mom not going back. bcos i'll have class on sunday. & esther too didnt go back. haha.. i dunno why.

1st lesson, Business Law...
then the lecturer assign us tutorial work. our 1st homework. hehe.. have to do in groups of 3 or 4. 1 is not a group. kinda bored laa the lecturing. but i have to complete my modules. umm..law aka rules..are meant to be broken?? haha..
actually in some way, i do like law. once before i had a thought of taking up law. but law..there's so many point to view it.. so it's very luan... hehe.. but to argue the matter is nice.=)
so before i went out for lunch just simply make a group lor. 4 of us. i had mcd for lunch. havent ate mcd so quite some time already.=)

2nd lesson, Pendidikan Moral...
this time we had it in a smaller room. but wow..its full than last week. noisy too. out of no where, the lecturer asked..am i married?? LOL!!no...at this age? haha.. longgg way more to go laaa..

4.30pm..finish mom came & fetch. went back home. sleepppp... hehe.. tired.
at night went out to eat chicken rice..

[misss_lingg]

4/3/2009

i was watching armageddon.. its a sad touching romance story.. an asteroid of the size of texas is headed for earth. a few astronauts of the world's best deep core drilling team is sent to nuke the rock from the inside. the asteroid will be hitting the earth in 18 days. the only man to do it, is an old driller (bruce willis) and his group of misfit drillers and geologists. he has a daughter (liv tyler) who falls in love with (ben affleck) the overager fiancee of bruce willis daughter..is who also one of the astronauts including her father is going out of space.
almost to the end of the story. when their bomb equipment is spoil by the crashing of the asteroid. they have to manual set off the bomb. so someone have to stay back to press the button.. of cos everyone wanna live. so they lucky pick who have to stay back. it is his daughter's fiancee. then he send him off but in the end...bruce willis pushed him back & sacrifice himself. sighs.. so sad...
he wish that he could walk down the aisle of his daughter's wedding but he had to sacrifice for the happiness of his daughter & the earth. he told her to take care of her fiancee. & that he'll be looking over her.
aiyoo.. so sad ending.. sobs...
at times watching movies i sometimes imagine myself into it. what if it happens to me.. sighs.. no one can predict the future.. so live ur life to the fullest...

[misss_lingg]

I am but I am

I'm broke but I'm happy
I'm poor but I'm kind
I'm short but I'm healthy, yeah
I'm high but I'm grounded
I'm sane but I'm overwhelmed
I'm lost but I'm hopeful baby
What it all comes down to
Is that everything's gonna be fine fine fine
'cause I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is giving a high five
I feel drunk but I'm sober
I'm young and I'm underpaid
I'm tired but I'm working, yeah
I care but I'm restless
I'm here but I'm really gone
I'm wrong and I'm sorry baby

What it all comes down to
Is that everything's gonna be quite alright
'cause I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is flicking a cigarette
And what it all comes down to
Is that I haven't got it all figured out just yet
'cause I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is giving the peace sign
I'm free but I'm focused
I'm green but I'm wise
I'm hard but I'm friendly baby
I'm sad but I'm laughing
I'm brave but I'm chickenshit
I'm sick but I'm pretty baby

And what it all boils down to
Is that no one's really got it figured out just yet
'cause I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is playing the piano
And what it all comes down to my friends
Is that everything's just fine fine fine
'cause I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is hailing a taxi cab

4/2/2009

today.. mom didnt cook dinner. we went outside for dinner. i had dinner at ss19. & guess who we met there.. Pn.Ghwee =)
so we talk talk little while lor. haha.. i still remember when we were in school. when i see her i usually avoid her. bcos she always nagged me about my fingernails.lol! cut somemore.. cut somemore...thats what she will always say to me. but now, since we are out of school. she's so friendly.. umm.. actually she's very nice wan. just that in school the teachers got to be strict a bit la. later students will say the teachers are pilih kasih..or buyers.. so have to treat everyone fair & square..


when she saw me also she remembered me. hehe.. she asked me when free help her do typing, setting questions for her. umm.. ok laa.. im quite free also so far la. so see la.. i'll go & help her once in a while lor when i dont have classes. she asked me what am i doing now & stuffs..
we talked quiet long also. until the food came. then i told her we talk somemore other times..

so fast le this flies.. haizz.. in december we are taking SPM.. last day of our papers & everything. then new year.. came 2009! february, valentines day..=) march..SPM results are out. then now we are all starting college life. umm..everyone is going on their separate directions. this year 17 going on 18... then comes 19.. sooner or later we'll be in 20's & working... its really really fast...

[misss_lingg]

4/1/2009

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3/31/2009

umm.. nothing much happen today. just did housework with mom. hehe.. kinda surprising too..me doing housework eh. actually i can do wan la. just that see my mood lor.=)
then at night followed dad send sis to tuition. & pour diesel. i did it.. dad asked me to do wan. so i do lor. he told me to learn.

[misss_lingg]

3/30/2009

today.. im had driving lesson. uncle cheng is coming to fetch me about 6.40am like that. but i woke up at 6.lol! i saw the time. i quickly woke up then went upstairs to shower. i slept on the cushion too last night. luckily i manage get ready in time. bcos i also dont like if ppl waiting outside there for me. not nice laa.. & somemore 7am is confirm jammed outside there. so okk..
uncle came & fetch me in time also. we are going to shah alam for practice today. so we use the kesas way. just after summit when he turn left. then he stop aside. asked me to drive. hehe.. so i drove all the way to shah alam. at there we did the naik bukit 1st.. then the parking.. after that the three point turn. then again...did it about 3 times, i guess.. adui...my hands are tired la. have to turn so much. a while left. then a while right. somemore have to make full turn the stering. hehe..
umm.. did it about 3 times d. he taught me the exam road route. he told me on the exam day. u have to remember everything. where to turn.. where to go. the JPJ wont tell anything. sighs.. so did the same route over & over again. when out & came back. then when out again. about 2 times..
after that enough. lets go out. go back.. as usual the uncle, lets go have breakfast. hehe.. ok laa.. this time i have wan tan mee. & coke.. so tired.. so i wanted something cold. after makan makan then i drove back home.=)

[misss_lingg]

3/29/2009

last night..
reach malacca about 7 already. put down the stuff from the car. after that went temple. came home from temple about 10pm d. im so tired.. on the back malacca on the highway didnt sleep at all. so came home from temple took shower. took bolster & slept on the cushion in the hall. having headache somemore at that time. sighs.. hard to sleep also la. but still i have to sleep. in the morning 10am have to leave hse. bcos i have class at 1pm..


3/29/09 - im suppose to wake up early. i set alarm at 7.50am.. it rang then i change to 8.50am.. & i woke 9 something. haha.. when i saw the time. i jump out of the cushion went to bath already. im late...
bath.. get dress & everything d. my parents came back from b'fast. they bought back noodles from me. i was hungry too at that time. so came down.. ate the noodles but i didnt finish it also. just wake up. normal la..for me... when i just wake up i dont eat much wan.
at 10 something pack everything. put everything into the car. then mom drive back to KL.
we reach at 12. mom & sis had roti canai then straight away sent me to coll. today my class starts at 1pm.
im having Business Finance. umm..finance ok la.. like accounts plus add maths bcos got lots of formulas.. hehe..

[misss_lingg]

3/28/2009

im sorry for the late posting these days. bcos just started coll. so kinda busy & gettting use to with the times..

3/28/09 - is my 1st day.. i set alarm 6.50am.. woke up. took shower. get dress & prepared everything. umm..im kinda nervous also la. being in a new surrounding. & after left school for 3 months. now getting back to studies.
at 8 plus i left hse. heading to damansara bcos it takes about 40-45mins to reach my coll. my class started at 9.
when i reached there. went up to 2nd floor. took my notes.. then went into the dewan.. i dunno anyone there. felt so lost. sighs.. everyone is like elder than me. mostly around 20's-30's..
at 10.30am i'll have briefing for the new students. there are 5 new students including me. but im the youngest one there. then i saw a girl came in the dewan. she looks like about my age. i thought maybe she's new too. but when she sat, she started talking talking to everyone. umm..i guess im wrong then. she's not new. she's more senior than me..
my 1st class is Business Law. adui...pening la. the lecturer lecturing in front there but dont make any sense to me. haha.. i need some time la..
at 10am the lecturer gave us about 15 minutes break. can go upstairs to have coffee or tea & some biscuit.. i brought bread so i ate my bread. at there i meet new friends.=) hehe.. ok laa.. they are friendly..nice ppl... from there afterwards i went for my briefing. until 12. at 12 business law class ends. from 12 till 1 is lunch break.
at 1.30pm is Pendidikan Moral. umm..moral ok. in school also had moral. but coll moral better la. school moral have to remember so many nilai. haha..
i finish coll at 4.30pm.. & its raining heavily at that time. my dad came & fetch me. he's hungry.. so we went sg.buloh & had bak kut teh. then straight away went back malacca.

[misss_lingg]

3/27/2009

good morning...
im awake. up..bath & ready d. hehe.. waiting for uncle cheng.
umm.. we didnt went to shah alam. but did in TP only. from 7 to 9 only. going shah alam on monday. i did the naik bukit...three point turn. about 8.30 we went to a coffee shop for a drink.=) he asked me to eat laa.. i dont take breakfast wan le. so i just drank milo.
so much to turn. hehe.. my hands are little tired today. came back home. i golek golek & slept little while more. 11 plus only woke up.
my mom & my sis took bus back to malacca today. tomorrow after my class then me, my dad & esther going back. tomorrow will be my 1st class.=)
at 6.20 my darling msg me. im so happy... hehe.. so long didnt hear from him. i miss u so muchh... muacks.. he's going to church now.
at 11pm..i pack my stuff for tomorrow 1st day. kinda nervous also.. later need to take out what to wear. so long didnt go to school. now have to use to waking up early & stuff.. umm..i hope tomorrow will be a nice day.

[misss_lingg]

3/26/2009

i just woke up from nap. slept not long about an hour only. its was raining so so heavily. sobs.. im so scare... actually i went to bed at 3. at that time the sky is already so so dark. then about half an hour later it starts pouring. with so loud thunders & lightning. i tried going back to sleep. but cannot.. sobs.. the thunders & lightnings is really scaring me. so i came down. about 4 i went back up to sleep. when its not so heavily raining.
umm.. tomorrow i'll be having driving lesson 7 to 10 in the morning. 3 hours.. longgg.. bcos im going to shah alam to drive naik bukit..parking..three point turn. umm.. hope i'll drive perfectly fine...

[misss_lingg]

When you can live forever what do you live for?

twilight

Bella Swan has always been a little bit different. Never one to run with the crowd, Bella never cared about fitting in with the trendy, plastic girls at her Phoenix, Arizona high school. When her mother remarried and Bella chooses to live with her father in the rainy little town on Forks, Washington, she didn't expect much of anything to change. But things do change when she meets the mysterious and dazzlingly beautiful Edward Cullen. For Edward is nothing like any boy she's ever met. He's nothing like anyone she's ever met, period. He's intelligent and witty, and he seems to see straight into her soul. In no time at all, they are swept up in a passionate and decidedly unorthodox romance - unorthodox because Edward really isn't like the other boys. He can run faster than a mountain lion. He can stop a moving car with his bare hands. Oh, and he hasn't aged since 1918. Like all vampires, he's immortal. That's right - vampire. But he doesn't have fangs - that's just in the movies. And he doesn't drink human blood.

The Teaching Of Monk Ji Gong

Destiny in life is fainted, seeking for what?
What happens tomorrow will never be known to-day, pondering for what?
Not respecting the parents but respecting only the Buddha, respecting for what?
Brethrens and sisters are from the same breathe, fighting for what?
Children and grandchildren will have their own bliss, worrying for what?
Everymen has his day, hurrying for what?
Its a rare occasion in life that one can heartily laughs, depressing for what?
Patching up the openings to avoid the chill is adequate, extravagancy for what?
Its only a matter of passing through the three-inch passage way, craving for what?
Not a penny can be taken away upon death, stingy for what?
Land of predecessors shall be occupied by descendents, preoccupying for what?
You win some and you will lose some, greedy for what?
Deities are three feet above the head, cheating for what?
Wealth and nobility is like a mirage, exaggerating for what?
If you had not acquired the merits in the past life, you have to suffer in the present one, grumbling for what?
Gambling is without an end, gambling for what?
Administering the home diligently is better than seeking help from others, lavishing for what?
There is no end to revenge, grudging for what?
Life is like a game of chess, calculating for what?
Intelligence can be defeated by being intelligent, boasting for what?
When all lies end shall bliss takeover, lying for what?
The truth will prevail at the end, arguing for what?
Who can warrant that nothing happens, sarcastic for what?
Peace is withing a person and not at the grave, conspiring for what?
Taking advantage of others create the seed for disaster, helping others create the seed of bliss, forecasting for what?
Once the unexpected takes place everything will come to a halt, hurrying for what?

3/25/2009

mom finish painting the whole stairs already. from up till down & down till up.=) the stairs looks shiny now. hehe..
she didnt cook dinner today. so we'll be going out for dinner. but i havent think of what's for dinner. hmm...
today's theres nothing much to post. im sorry... so till here.
good nights..

[misss_lingg]