i knew this goes on

it been so long since i updated my blog. haizz.. i dont know how to arrange my words.
im just feeling so lost. sighs..
this life is never stable.
it will always goes its own way. without even bothering how are we coping with our own life.
so miserable..
we struggle & struggle so much. after that it seems its all better.
not long after that we have to struggle & struggle again.
um.. why is life so selfish?

a lot which is happening behind me. yes. i knew.
but i just dont know.
sighs.. im wordless..
in one second life will be seem so beautiful. but just in a blink of an eye it turns to be something so ugly.
im trying to do my best here. but yet everything that i do later seem to be going wrong direction.
what did i do?
where am i wrong?
i didnt expect all that i do to be right.
well.. no one is perfect ok. so am i.
but sometimes no one understand what im seeing. & what im doing.
i never intend to hurt anyone. all i want is everybody is going on easy in their own ways.

haizz.. i just dunno which path am i going now.
im just so lost..